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As Kevorkian explains, there are so many life lessons to learn from loss: one being just how beautiful love is… let alone, life! Hi I recently lost my husband , the first month was difficult all I wanted to do was join him, seeing the hurt my children felt stopped me from doing anything silly. Now in the second month I allow and embrace the wobbles that hit me like a tidal wave, I accept them and the memories of his death in my arms are surpassed by good memories because I consider myself so very lucky to have met him and loved him, the good memories are moving forward and envelope me with love.
I will never get over his death but I will hold it tight embrace it and carry it forward with me until the burden get lighter. I love and miss my hubby and find working on projects that we had planned helps. I feel exactly as you do, as if I wrote your comment.
Pray to god and she will be fine. I am not mad, angry, or upset. I recognize behaviors of mine have changed for the worst. But over time its easier I forgave myself then him. I truly love my husband. He will always be in my heart. Our vows to eachother will live forever. Keep on keeping on. It will. Nothing you can do about it. In the meantime, viit her as much as you ca and hd her hand. I lost my husband to cancer Maria, I also lost my husband in June I am a mess!
I lost my husband to cancer too. The grief is horrible. I lost my husband of 47 years in June. It was a sudden death which we never knew was coming.
My husband was a strong force, my rock, and my soulmate. I am just lost without him. Every single day something goes wrong and I turn to him for help but he is no longer here. That is the hardest part for me. He has end stage 4 cirrhosis secondary to nash. I cry all the time he needs a living donor. I last my husband just one week ago, together since She died December We were best friends.
Until we meet again someday…. I lost my husband in late August this year I understand your feelings because he was my best friend, soul mate and the man I thought I would spend the rest of my life with.
It is an extreme pain that I carry around with me all the time. I am definitely looking forward to when I have more good days than bad. I lost my soulmate dec 12 though its going on 10 months its seems like this very moment,we were married 59 yrs i was with him since I was 17,I,m lost, we did everything together,and covid we ate in our truck,we enjoyed each other,s company it was a good time in our life,now I feel alone even though I,m with my family,I cry all the time I miss him so much,but I see I,m not alone this is a very sad time.
I lost my spouse of 34 years 3 months ago. It was sudden for me. We had plans, like outting and doing activities. One day we were talking. The next i was not able to talk to him again. And watched him fade away in 3 days. I cry as i type this, i miss him so much. I am able to watch things on tv we used to watch or listen to music we shared. But its never without tears. Everyone says i am doing well, but really they dont see the tears.
I cry everyday several times aday. I talk to him hoping he is listening. I want to enjoy life again. But all my good memories are with him. How do i move on.
Vicki R I ask the same questions. Crying now and most nights, like you we had plans then she was gone forever! I grieve whenever I see something we got together. A year now and still just as bad. Friends say it because we loved so much, true but at night, shower, see something, etc and grief hurt soo soo much.
She was my rock and I hers. Yes yes I know about the missing too. I share your hurt and grief. I lost my husband suddenly as well. His heart literally stopped and the paramedics could not revive him. We had been married for 6 years and have two little boys. He was my first love and soulmate and I have no idea how I am going to get passed this. Yes I am so fortunate to be blessed with a husband that loved me. For 38 years he put up with me and I adored and loved him so.
I feel so alone with nothing to do except cry. I try to live how I think it could honor him. This gives me some peace. Thank you for this writing. I lost my husband to Covid, that destroyer, 6 weeks ago.
It hurts so much, and I do not feel like the same person. I am lost. But, I felt better reading your comments. The memory of watching him stop breathing and seeing his face turn white just break my heart. I wish I could forget the pain this causes me. He and I were married 52 years. How do you live without your spouse? I am just surviving. Yes you feel like you are just surviving, I feel like a zombie like an empty shell. If you are struggling with suicidal thoughts, or thinking about hurting yourself or others, please seek immediate help.
Call , go to your closest emergency room, or call the National Suicide Hotline at This national network of local crisis centers provides free support, and someone is always available to talk. Remember, life can get better with the right help. I lost my husband of 33 yrs in jan He died during an ugly fight with our son. We had a dysfunctional family. The fights of last two years have made me not remember any good time we had.
He had stopped communicating from last two years. I wanted the marriage to last and he passed away suddenly. I had no life other than he. Devastated plz share some thoughts. So sorry to read your comment about having suicidal thoughts.
She passed away 11 days after being diagnosed with colorectal cancer. Just imagine how devastating that was to not only myself, but also our only son whom she adored. I questioned my purpose now that the love of my life is gone. One important message I received from my wife on her sick bed was to take it day by day. She was one amazing woman who remained strong to the very end and I will honour and cherish the life I had with her.
We will see our loved ones again someday. Hang in there my dear, you owe it to your husband. All the very best. Me too, but I keep thinking, what if we go to different places.
That alone keeps me from doing it. I hope you find what brings you peace. Hey I know the feeling my husband of 23 died on may 18, I feel so bad every day I wanted to die to I feel like my world is over this is the worst pain ever and he died of heart failure like his mom.
My grief has made me feel that I want to go and join my loved one. But suicide is no solution because it is not good to die in such a state, it is better to die with some degree of peace in your soul so that you can pass peacefully into the next place. Some religions teach that suicide could send you to a bad place, and then you might never be with your loved one again.
All I have found that helps my grief, is believing that my loved one is in a good place, is with God, and that God will help and comfort me. Unfortunately going to the emergency room might just get you put in a mental facility, which would be horrible, and talking to strangers on a hotline may do it for some people, but talking to people who care about me works better for me. My husband of 48 years passed away 2 years ago and I think of him every day.
I miss him so much. I lost my husband March of unexpectedly due to auto accident. We were 4 mo the shy of 19 yrs. Literally 3 very close friends have been our saviors. Problem is I am still struggling extremely hard over my husband. I lost the love of my life almost 2 weeks ago. We knew each other for 8 years and were living together as a couple for the last 2. He was my best friend in the world and my soulmate. I really wish we had had more time together.
We were supposed to grow old together. He was my person and all I ever wanted. I know this is no comparison for those who were with their S. It just hurts so bad all I want is to join him. But, I know he would want me to live a full and happy life. I know exactly how you feel I lost my beautiful partner after 27 years April and I do not know how to get over her. I am Ashwin staying in suburb of Mumbai , Maharashtra , India.
I am 73 now and physically challenged by birth. My wife passed away on 15th May due to metastatic breast cancer after 45 years of happy marriage. Since last 5 months I and my son are feeling depressed , lonliness,no work , no income. I am also receiving horrified though5s of Suicide as did not find way out. Kindly share and suggest as how to control mind and come out of this trauma to live rest of life peacefully.
I was married 34 years to my husband. He passed 3 months ago. No one can tell you how to feel or for how long. Unless they alked in up your shoes and are you. I am widowed now, but i dont see taking my ring off. If its tomorrow, it is, if its never. Then so be it. Its just easier to deal with the further away it gets. What helps me is telling goofy stories of him to love ones who knew he was goofy. And remember that when you feel low, would your loved one want you there, probably not.
Hi, I lost my love one year and 6 months ago.. Like you we were togetherhim for 8 incredible years , 3 and a half of which fighting his sickness but with love and laughter. I have no children , no friends and for various family reasons I have been unable to settle in my place and try to advance or create the semblance of a normal life…whatever that actually means anyway…. I also feel my 8 years are embarrassing compared to those who were married for 40 years and more…but he was my sunshine and THE reason I got up in the morning and smiled to the world.
So now I cannot put together a reason to be. I feel numb and apathetic. Maybe even a damaging one. Anyone has any advise please? I realise I am wasting my wonderful gift of life …My beautiful love would be sad and disappointed seeing me like this. Through all the hardships he always spurred not only me but everyone else to enjoy life to its fullest..
And he loved life, the sun, the sunsets, everyday. Even prior to his sickness. My pain is like the do6ud of nails screeching on the surface of a blackboard. The pain of his lost love invades my guts and makes me bend over in sufferance.
And it pops up unexpectedly. But the worst actually is the numbness which exists inside me. Average Rating:. Rate Serendypity: You must login to rate. Admirers: admire admired! Profile Friends: make friend added!
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